For basically my whole life, up to this point at a ripe 36 years old, I have felt like an outsider.  Always on the outside looking in it seemed, or at least that how I viewed it. When I was a young child my, my mom said I was always the kid who would stand... Continue Reading →


That little voice

Have you ever had a goal, a dream, an idea that at the time got you so fired up you thought to yourself "Yes! this is me, this is who I am and what I was meant to do" ? If your anything like me the answer is yes, and most likely followed by "all... Continue Reading →

Stop Triggering yourself!

I’ve been very open over the past few years about my struggles with mental health. I was misdiagnosed bipolar then correctly diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder and post traumatic stress disorder. I spent years attending therapy and taking medications that caused more negative side effects that positive ones and I felt trapped in an endless... Continue Reading →

Passion before paycheck!

Recently I gave into the pressure of "find a job, doesn't matter what it is". We have been told since were young that the job itself isn't as important as the money you make, but I feel that outlook is not only wrong but it's a major factor to why we see the increase in... Continue Reading →

My life is a train wreck!

Have you ever heard the saying "it's like watching a horrific train wreck, but you can turn away"? Well that pretty much sums up how I feel about my life currently. I live in a perpetual cycle of down and out. Don't get me wrong I always land on my feet or get up after... Continue Reading →

Don’t call me pretty

Ok so I get it that sometimes it is meant as a compliment, but over the years and especially since the age of social media the whole "you're pretty" thing has become a place of annoyance for me, because most of the time it's not a genuine compliment it's a sleazy attempt at throwing attention... Continue Reading →

The truth struggle

We are taught as children that it is wrong to lie, and to always tell the truth. Children have this amazing ability to tell you exactly what they are thinking, with no hesitation or reservation on whether or not their truth will be considered rude or offensive. In actuality we as parents often cringe (or... Continue Reading →

Fear is a Lie

We are all born fearless, then life happens and we obtain many many many fears! What are you afraid of? For some it’s things like spiders or clowns, maybe it's a fear of tight spaces, or (like me) it’s things like being emotionally exposed, fear of abandonment, and fear of being loved. Life can really... Continue Reading →

Why does God allow suffering?

Over the last little while I have been going through a super tough season. The custody struggle over my son has tested my patience, broke my heart, and made feel absolutely helpless. I was often reminded through church and my own reflections that there is only so much that I can do, and at some... Continue Reading →

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